Don't fall(For me)

slm.

Dah lama gila ye jari ni tidak menari atas papan kekunci. fuuhh. banyak betul sesawang kat belog ak ini . Sekejap ye, ak pergi kemas. *sapu dinding, lap cermin, mop lantai. vakum dan sebagainya. Utk semester baru ini, ak dah berhenti memegang jawatan di kolej. 

Ak harap ak lebih fokus kt pelajaran dan tambahan pula. (macam karangan utk pmr pula) bila ak masuk tahun ketiga ini, ak macam jjyeahhhh, ak memang mahasiswa yg mengambil kursus kejuruteraan sistem komputer dan komunikasi. Apa yg ak belajar semester ini memang berkait dgn satu sama lain. Memang ak minat gila apa yg diajar dan drumroll please. Ak berjaya buat laporan makmal dgn sendirinya (adalah rujukan internet dan kwn2 yg dipercayai) dan ak faham apa kejadah haram yg ak tulis. Ak macam waaahhh Zahrina. Keep this shit up garlll.

Dan seterusnya, ak bermesraan dgn bahagian diri ak yg suka menulis. Semestinya ak tulis kpop fanfiction. Hehee. I write in BI taw uols. It might contain mild ahemSMUTahem. http://www.asianfanfics.com/profile/view_author_stories/36109/L

Ini link kpop fanfiction ak. Agak2 bosan dan rajin boleh la singgah. Hehee. Oh ak dah mula menulis lirik lagu. Ini adalah lagu ak yg kesal lelaki asyik cuba buat perempuan jatuh cinta (mcm flirty) tanpa tahu akibat. Serasa ak yalah semua perempuan akan terdetik perasaan erh, tersuka pula bila lelaki tu duk mai mesra semacam noh. Tipu lah tidak terdetik langsung. Kita perempuan yg berhati lembut kot.

Okeh, enough talk. Lets read it. Bahagian yg panjang2 itu bajet ak nak buat rap lah tapi hujung dia xsenada ( not rhyme you know). Tajuk dia, "Don't Fall (For Me)". Kalau ada yg rajin nak realisasikan lirik ini menjadi lagu, mai la bagitau ak. Memang ak alu2kan. Ak langsung xpandai instrumen apa pun. 

Sekian, terima kasih. :)

Bridge:

I don’t like repeating myself,

So hear me this,

Don’t fall for me,

A lot of guys try to woo me,

Try to tell they are the best,

Trying to show they are gentleman,

But I’m not really a lady,

If you think you can be the one,

Come closer and whisper to me,

If you can handle all my,

Wackiness and weirdness,

If not

c/o:

Don’t fall for me,

I know my charm is pulling you in,

We can be south and north(like magnet)

We can play push and pull(all day long)

But only if you like me,

Like, like I like you,

Other else, don’t fall for me,

You’ll be my charming prince on white horse,

But I’m not really a damsel in distress,

I can be my own hero in my fairytale,

But I also need you to get my back,

I keep changing my mind,

Like I change my gadget,

Can you handle all that shit,

Because I know Ill always got your back,

Repeat c/o;

Hey, come over here,

Whisper to me secure logical things,

I only want to hear that things,

I like sweet words occasionally,

I like if we are random but stable,

So it wont get boring,

Can you be that?

Can you handle that?

Can you be father to my child,

The son to my parents,

The brothers to my sisters,

Set your eyes only on me,

I’ll be yours N.O.W if you can,

Repeat c/o;

Don’t fall for me,

Don’t fall for me,

naega salang-e ppajiji haji masigi balabnida

Waiting at the busstop song

 I wrote this for my fanfics story. So, in my story I got fanfics group which is made up of teen boys and girls. So, this is their debut song. (kpop influence much. lol)

After school,

Ill wait for you,

We’ll walk together,

Hand in hands,

Lets have some ice cream you said,

Vanilla and chocolate,

Our favorite right,

c/o;

Waiting at the bus stop (for you),

I like this feeling,

Like having a firework live,

Like I could see a fairytale,

Like in love drama,

My heart goes dueguen,

Duegeun(can u heart it)

Dugeun (can u feel it)

Dugeun (do you feel it too)

Dugeun (I like it so much)

After school,

She’ ll wait for me (by the gate),

She always smile(that bright smile),

Make my heart flutter (all again),

Ill held her soft hand,

I wont let her go for anything,

She is my world,

My everything,

Repeat c/o;

Rap;

Hey baby, listen to this(im listening),

I want you to know,

How I feel (I feel it too),

Some say puppy love doesn’t last,

But I don’t care(people can say anything),

Even this stay to high school only,

Lets make it sweet,

Like ice cream we used to share,

Vanilla and chocolate,

Sweet feeling mixed together,

Do you like it(I like it),

If you do, ill wait for you,

At the bus stop,

Repeat c/o;

Bus stop (for you),

Waiting at the bus stop (for you),

For you,

Goodbye lullaby lyric

The idea to write when I saw Avril Lavigne label album, goodbye lullaby. Sleep tight and sweet dream people. :D

Goodbye lullaby

I hope you were happy,

When we were together,

When we held hands,

When we look at each other,

I hope you were sad,

When im cry on your shoulders,

When im sad too,

When you said so,

Now,

It’s a goodbye lullaby,

Im walking out of our memory,

Its better late than never,

c/o:

i should ask where do you go,

(when I need you)

where is your shoulder,

(when im crying),

not anymore,

im walking away,

my head helds up high,

its because I have to,

need to,

want to,

this goodbye lullaby is for you,

sleep tight now,

i hope you are happy,

when you with your friends,

when you are with your girl,

when you are not with me,

i hope im not sad,

when I thought of you

(once in a while),

when I remember us,

when I remember you,

repeat c/0;

i have to,

i got to,

i ought to,

i need to,

erase our memory,

that’s my friend said,

i wont erase it all,

it wasn’t the best in my mind,

but theres gotta be something to learn here,

theres gotta be more to life, yeah,

i believe that, don’t you.

Repeat c/o

This is a goodbye lullaby,

Sleep tight now

Saya tidak seteressss. Terima kasih.

Slm.

"A student goes for an interview. The interview was going well until they reach the end. So the interviewee ask the last question ,"Can you make up words from green, yellow and pink".
The student quickly nod and confidently said, "The phone goes green,green. I pink up the phone and I said yellow" "

Moral of the story? Think before you act. lol. Yeah, it doesnt really relate, who cares it is my blog. So, Im the kind of person that doesnt think before I act. There's lot of things that Ive done that Im not proud of, makes people pissed of me. I guess thinking for me is too tiring. huhuu. Seriously people, I try to change but I just fail. =.=

Oh, btw about friends. Since in this so called celebrity position, I kind of think whatever I did is like being watched. Its like people is peeking through our loops. VERY FREAKYYYYY. I mean I feel like Im Blair + Serena in Gossip girl (dream much) As a so called great leaders, we were expected to be all saint, perfect, no problems made up, no boyfriends, no scandals, great support friends. Pfftt. People, why keep making shits out of nothing? Waeyooooo.

Come on, give us some break. We know there is a lot of risk and responsibility but to expect us to understand all problems/shits that you create is very absurd thought. I mean we are totally much better that those shits that avoid this position in the first place. But to keep making shits when you don't know a shit about us, is like wow! You guys are totally FUCKING amazing. *this is me being synical,if you too absurd to realize this.

I mean hey dear friends, who goes all the shits to get some merits? I mean come on. In the first year, I was getting a position that ensures me stay college but I join such things that gain me enough merits to stay college as a senior. Oh, come on. If you want those merits, quit all those lazyshits, and move that lazybums. I mean I didnt even expect you guys to be as great and as enthusiast as so called perfect me to join all different these activities to find some experience and have some fun. Maybe you have enough experience in highschool or matric to get through you working time. Or you already have fun like lazying, talking behind backs, shitting about nothing, shitting about why others get grades. I mean if thats your definition fun, that is fun but its like empty fun. Like an empty can being knocked over by the side of the road.

Oh, dear friends. If you really think commenting on my worrying status that Im going to blurt it all out by commenting back or Im going to chat up with you. Keep dreaming girl. You will never know me even after qiamat. Which means forever. And if any of my friend think that our friendship is based who know who first so we are closer. Keep dreaming those absurd thought again. Aigooo. Time doesnt matter in friends. I may know you for years but if I dont tell you about my family or you are not bother about my family, why in the HELL of the world I wanna share. I might know you for seconds, and snap I clicked.Yeah, so I share. SO, time doesnt matter in friendship to me. Please note that dear my so called sweet friends.

Talking behind my backs? Pftt. that is just ugly. Like freaking fugly do you realized that? What pleasure do you get by talking my secrets behind my back that you know from others? I mean if Im not telling you my secrets or problems you should totally get a knock on your head that I dont give a FUCK about your thoughts okay? Im not sharing because I dont want to FUCKING share? Please lah understand. Now, you know my probs/secrets from others but why in the HELL that you are talking it in front of me. Please immersed yourself in more important stuff. Like not talking behind others back, not talking behind others back, not talking behind others back, not talking behind others back, not talking behind others back, not talking behind others back, not talking behind others back, oh and study and stop saying like I dont understand this in front of anyone expect anyone to help you but yourself.

Get a grip of yourself. Help yourself. Stop making shits out of your self. You are really embarrasing yourself. Showing the part of helpless you is a really tiring visual to my rabun eye okey? If you wanna be all weak and ask my help now thats now not tiring.

Stop making me a celeb by talking behind my back and in front of me act like my friend and asks me give to the merits okay? Stop being so helpless. We both know it is all act for Oscar award which you will never get.

Okay, boys and girls.

Toddles, I got the DSD test tomorrow. Please pray for me. I dont whats going to happen tomorrow but Im not going to be helpless like some peoples.

Lots of love,
Zahrina Dato Haitamin
p/s: my dad is dato, so thats make me double celeb. kau hado?